Melt it down

Put the person who you were yesterday (or ten years ago) out of your mind. Instead of it take control of your own destiny, start to transform yourself deliberately.
Most people say, ‘I am not in a hurry’ – because he/she is afraid of the failure or too lazy to start an inner revolution. They rather choose the stagnant suffering instead of the creative, relieving salvation.
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You can choose the development right here and now. You can decide that you make yourself happy here and now. Start the inner work as soon as possible, because the conditions demand it – just think of the changes that you can see nowadays. It’s better when you fight against your demons at your option.
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The world that you see is a projection; its source is your mind’s earlier visions. What kinds of magic do you use, black one or white one? Consider you circumstances and make a decision. If the picture is dark, take a brush and paint it over with joyful colours! Set yourself free! Only you can melt down your millenary ice shield, because nobody can do it instead of you.
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When you meet somebody, who bring up your past and try to put the blame on you just laugh on him/her and say this, ‘It was great to share that moment with you. I have learnt a lot from it… What about you?’… and don’t strengthen the negative flow.
Just move on, be open to the possibilities that the MOMENT bring you, and if you find any fear in your mind just accept it and be thankful for it. The thing that you try to ignore will be your next teacher. Look your demon in the face and let it go...
The Life grows stronger inside you this way...